Friday, December 18, 2009

Happy?

What happens when you feel like you give someone everything and you never feel like its enough?
All those things they once said about together forever and i just want to make you happy.
I struggle believing that distance relationships will work out to anyone's advantage if they love each other so much.
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder" Yes yes i know the saying but if your a person that needs that physical touch, those special hugs, those gentle meaningful kisses and those 'Moments' It becomes almost painful to bear.
I try so hard to be there for my friends and keep my promises. But in the ends i forget about me. Which some may say is important above all. I haven't found anything i enjoy. The only thing i know that makes me happy is spending time with my boyfriend. Hes the one i can be my complete self around and he wont judge.
My lack of finding employment some where is dulling down my self esteem. But im now earning some money. Still waiting to hear back from TAFE about a photography course. I hope i get in otherwise i dont have much of a backup plan.
I would love to travel to places like Europe, England, Canada and Amercia. I think i would learn alot from different cultures. Id like to do that with my boyfriend.
Anyways i think thats enough for now.
Lost Girl. xx

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Beginning

What do you do when you feel like you've lost everything you know even when its right there infront of you?
This is the thought that made me start this blog and call myself by the ironic title of 'Lost Girl'
Everything changes in this world. There are people who want to try and cushion you from your mistakes but learn that the only thing that can do is watch you. There are people who settle for less then they deserve because they are afraid they wont find someone perfect.

But people dont stop to realise that the people that want to save you only do it because they love you or the people that might settle for less in your eyes; to them you are perfect. Another thing you realise is that no matter how big things get there will always be people there for you when you need them. They might not always be the people you expect but they are the ones that care.

Until next time...
Lost Girl xoxo